To hold. 🥹
Hold me while i scrunch in pain, When my head lacks abyss but is blank because i can’t feel again, When my body shakes from bouts of hurt, When my eyes sting with tears that shall forever remain unshed, Hold me. Hold me when i can’t do this again, When life becomes too tough and the paths become too rough, When all there is to look forward to is stress, anger and hurt, When the only strand i hold on to is slowly fading, Hold me. Hold me when my heart aches, When words crack and open the little bullet holes i’ve created for myself in this organ of mine, When i begin to allow life actually affect me in one way or the other, When i begin to spiral out of control because crashing out is the only way i’ve ever been familiar with, When i don’t act like me anymore, Hold me. And even on days when i smile the widest but my eyes tell a different story, When i’m jumping and hopping but my heart is sad and heavy, I hope you look through the show, I hope you know it’s pretense. I hope you know to h...
